HEY EVERYONE.......THIS IS MY LAST ENTRY CUZ IM SICK OF WRITIN IN THIS THING. SOOOOOO CYA...MISS ME BITCHES! HA! LUV YA ALL!

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     Whats up?!?! Nothin much had an awesome weekend. Well besides my ass ex boss withholding my paycheck. Yup he wont give it to me. I dunno what to do. Anyways I don't even wanna talk about that cuz I get all fired up and when I do watch out. Well this weekend we partied at pattys house. It was good and very funny. Yup Shane had a "few" drunkin moments. It was me, patty, adam, shane, jakob, craig, joe, amy, john, anna, paul, dave, mike, a few of Adams buddies and then mrs. and mr. t. Yea the boys were hittin the jagurbombs...yuck and us girls stuck with the wine coolers. Well Shane had 15 shots, got punched in the nuts a few times by me and adam! WooHoo! Um Shane also claimed I was his sunshine and he means that from the bottom bottom bottom of his heart and that we are going to be married soon...he said that over and over and over. Yea it makes me happy. I dunno about married soon, engaged is a different thing but Im glad he hopes for that cuz I love him and we've been through alot. Its funny we've been datin alomst 4 years and yea we fight like a married couple but we have the first dating chitters all the time. We live together and still can't wait to see eachother, play kissy face all the time, still go out of eachothers way to make one another feel special and YES! THE BEDROOM ONLY GETS BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It makes me overwhelmingly happy being with him. Back to the party...shane got drunk/sick, mr. t got drunk, and me and mrs. t took care of them and put them to bed! It was great...then adam passed out and then everyone else pretty much began to leave after 3am. All good!

     For some reason I've been thinkin about dance lately. I miss is soooo much. That was the one thing I knew I was good at and I enjoyed it sooooooo much. It was the one thing I could just smile and be me about while doing. I dunno if I'm going to try out for the Chicago Rush again. I did last year and was the only 18 year old there and it was scary but at the same time I made it to the 2nd cut so that was awesome for me for the first time. There was over 150 ppl and only 5 spots available. Maybe I will who knows.

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     Ok I don't know if I should be happy because I quit my job with some self-respect and told that shit boss off or if I should be sad cuz I'm unemployed. Well I'll take HAPPY! Yes last night was horrible and awesome at the same time. I've been putting up with my boss Cesars crap for such a long time! So heres a previewof some of the shit he's done and then what happened to lead up to me calling it quits!

     Well lets see hes a big time conceited asshole drug guy who parties 24/7 thinkin he has a power over people cuz he has "dirty" money and a tanning salon with absolutly no school education and yet thinks hes such a big time boss cuz he's incharge of 2 girls...ohhh wow! Well if he was such a big time obss who deserved sooo much respect...a big time boss wouldn't call you off 5 minutes prior to your shift starting...so you get all ready and don't make plans cuz you have work and then bam! Don't come in...not once but like 20 times. He's called me from 3am til like 7am begging me to come in cuz he's to fucked up to come in and open his own business. He pays in cash which is cool but we don't have a time clock meaning I got jacked of my full pay everytime. He never says Thank You even if I stayed and ran the place for 6 days from open to close while he was off in Canada with 3 girls behind his gf back of 8 years. Umm...he sends me on tasks copy these codes for me, um come in at the last minute, go see the prices at the new Palm Beach Tan place and blah blah blah. He never answers my text messages or any messages at all when I need something but when he needs somethin he expects it right away oh and he never says plz. If I called him 20 times to ask if I should take the key home with me or leave it and he doesnt answer...well I leave go home yet I get a call at home saying "turn around go back tape the key under the ledge and then walk around back" um...lets see no please can you turn around. Um oh and i get yelled at for not cleanin properly too bad I was the only one there who did...cuz the other girls wh opartied with him don't get in trouble for leaving streaks and fingerprints all over the fuckin place but me, well i get bitched at infront of my boyfriend and customers like a fuckin dog or something. GUESS WHAT...I NEVER SAID A WORD JUST SMILED AND RESPECTED IT FOR SOME DUMB REASON.

     So this is what led to me quittin. I went to Florida for 7 days and the weather was somewhat crappy and we wanted to stay 4 days extra. Well me being the considerate one...called my work and my boss's cell phone like 25 times and left messages to plz call me back. I wanted to make sure it was ok I stay...but he never called causing me to worry my entire trip. Well the after I got back I called him and the salon knowing he was there about 30 times from 9am til 2pm but he never answered my calls(we had caller id there) so I asked my friend to call and he answered right away and answered for Shane. So I flipped out thinkin I was fired or he was mad at me...cuz he didnt call me back for 10 days in Florida after all my messages and wasnt answering for me all morning. So Shane and him were buddies and Shane called and said dude whats goin on jo's been tryin to call u all morning, she thinks ur mad and hes like oh i was next door. Ok next door all mornin right. But whatever that was it and then they talked about Florida. Well all off a sudden Cear says Shane was being disrespectful and that he dont appreciate it so shane cant tan for free anymore ok. Then says I have a mouth and i should use it and I shoulda got a hold of him (I TIRED RETARD) and that I should have came there to talk and blah blah blah hes my boss and he deserves respect. Yea ok what about me ur employee and um i didnt disrespect you in anyway. Ur not even a real boss! So I went there last nite askin for my paycheck and he said no i gotta wait and then he began walkin away as i was talkin to him and giving me attitude so i said um i quit im sick of this shit. He said well in that case you can wait for your paycheck so now hes witholdin it from me. Then he said its better for him that i quit actually it sux cuz whose gonna be ur bitch now. Its better for me cuz now i can find myself a real job with a real boss. Then stuff flew left/right and he said you'll get ur 60 bucks i said no iits 69 and hes like no im like hey do the math on ur calc. cuz i know its hard for ya. Thats about it. So now I dunno what do do. Any suggestions???????????????

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UR 55.....WOAH!!!

UGH! I HATE SCHOOL! I just got done registering after like hours of tryin to put a schedule together. Shanes classes are all offered only at nite and my all day but when I tried scheduling for nite there was always a class that didnt fit and I need to take all 5 in order to be consider for the DMS program this Winter! Well looks like me and Shane are just gonna have to try and work around eachothers schedules big time. I'll be in school in the am while hes at work and I'll be at work in the pm while hes at school. I know we live together and yes we see eachother all the time...but when both of us are busy busy busy we end up seeing eachother when we're tired and crabby or busy. I just wanna make sure we have time for us and friends too.We'll be fine, we've been fine for almost 4 years now I think we can handle one semester. So anyways anyone know a place hiring. Yea I love my job but things are goofy sometimes. Like monday he called me off and today cuz it's SLOW but he calls the other girl to come in when he needs something even though he just took 12 hours away from me. Umm...yea hello I have bills to pay! So I dunno what to do? This crap happens all the time there...seriously they take advantage of my kindness and flexible hours too much and never ever hear thank you or good job...if anything they find things to pick on me for. Anyone got any advice on what i should do? Well gonna go shower get dressed and celebrate my daddy's birthday!!!!!!!!!! Patty thanks for the cake...yummy!